AmyaYoshinoUchiha

IK IK, omg what is going on... anyways im going to be moving to my new profile, which will be KonekoAmyaInc.deviantart.com I am making a youtube channel which will be linked with my DA account there, as well as i want a fresh start, get everything placed better, just time to do a clean start i guess... anyone who follows me here i would be more than happy to have you come and start following my new profile, it is currently up and running i just need to get things set up... so right now it is very naked lol... but soon will be a professional stop for my art... i will be leaving this profile up, atleast for a while until i have my new one all

life has really been getting me down lately, i feel all i ever do is work and sleep anymore, on top of that my room mate keeps on getting harder and harder to help, I used to be able to cheer him up and anymore i fee like i cause him more problems then help unfortunatly.... i know he is under a lot of stress and that he has a lot going on between work and school but i feel like in not even here, im constantly feeling alone again and it scares me more then it should. Im and adult right? i should be able to be alone and not feel this way. I hate seeing my room mate upset or depressed and i just wish there was some way to make him feel better. I

So about a month ago i started going to the bar regularly for karaoke with some friends, Every Wednesday night, was alot of fun, met a guy and fell for him instantly... we got close and he asked me out, but due to my own fear, i turned him down... he told me that that was ok, "ill wait for you" I never told him how happy that made me feel... How much his words really meant to me... I had my own demons and insecurities though i had to fight first I am an Asexual (Dont like sex) Pansexual (Date for hearts not parts) Gender Fluid (Some days i feel like a girl, some days like a guy) Female... I didnt honestly think anyone would ever be able to a